Anxietatea ca si superstitie

    Doresc sa revin un pic asupra dorintei de a controla anxietatea. De multe ori, ne aflam intr-un cerc tare vicios cand e vorba sa ne pierdem in cele mai negre ganduri.  Daca ne gandim la toate scenariile posibile (nu poti face asta, doar ai iluzia ca ai trecut in revista orice rau inchipuit) traiesti proprietatiile unei superstitii. Ma voi gandi la tot ce este mai rau si prin urmare, acest rau ma va ocoli. L-am pus pe lista, sta cuminte acolo si nu se va intampla niciodata. Cateodata poti insela sistemul punand pe lista cele mai negre scenarii caci nu te poti gandi la toate. Un cancer nu se poate compara cu un picior rupt sau daca avionul in care esti se va prabusi nu se va putea compara cu niste turbulente provocatoare de panica. Foarte greu sa te desprinzi de acest obicei, in care faurim cu mare spor "the black list".  Ai umblat de atatea ori pe acest drum, pietruit in mintea ta cu deosebita migala, incat e aproape imposibil sa crezi ca poti evada. Este un proces foarte extenuant si iti mananca foarte multe resurse. E ca o pacla de ceata ce se asterne peste ratiunea ta.
  

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